Conversation

 Ek ladka hai jinse ham online mile Hai. Kabhi kabhi hame pata Hota Hai ki samne vala kya chahta Hai or ham kya kar Rahe hai. Hamari or unki 2 to 3 days achhi baat hui. Thode dino baad ve ham se kuchh alg trike se question karne laga muje pata tha muje unse jyada close nahi aana hai kyoki online relationship jyda nahi chalte or ham dono hi dusre satate se. Dono mai bate hui per thode smay ke baad dono ne apni vulnerability bate share kardi dono mutual share Kar Rahe the unki vulnerability & female hone ke nate mai apna Bata sakti hu ki mai unse milne ke liye badi bekarar hu. I know ke ese koi aata nahi hai kisi se milne mene unse jo bhi mai unke liye feel karti thi vo sari chije Bata di. Mene unse bat ki ki tum apne samay per bat karne aate ho or mene kaha unse ki muje lagta hai social empect tum per padega to tum muje bhul jaoge mene ye sidhe nahi guma firake kaha tha per use samaj aa gaya ke mai kya kehna chahti hu. Or vo chahta hai ke vo muje pasand karta hai. Or sab kuchh share karna chahta hai mene pehli baar kisi per itna trust kar diya ki mene sab kuchh share kar diya. Mai chahti hu ki vo samne se msg kare. Muje kabhi lagta hai ki ve mujse jyada kisi or chij unke liye mayne rakhti hai. To mai unhe jyada pareshan nahi karti. May be mene except Kara hai ki man ese hi hote hai. Mai chahti hu ki mai lambi rato mai unse bat karu bahot sari. Mai unhe bahot miss karti hu bahot bekarari se intjar karti hu ke ve aaye muje apne sath le jaye. Muje unki need hai. I want to share him they want to with me. Or ve bhi muje kehte ki muje tumse milna hai per mere responsibilities mai ulaj jata hu. We both are sharing our recent and previous photos with each other. We both know what we are feeling yet. They want to meet but muje lagta hai ve bate hi karte hai. Hamne hamre family or unki family mai kon kon hai ve sab baat ki. And also we were shared our professional life and our rol & also our dreams. Unho ne 12th kiya hai or science mai, also they are post graduate in master of chemistry. They are teching upsc students and also they are aspirants. Also they are trying for upsc snice 2019. They have dreams of beacom professor. They wants to live with their wife and mom. In that conversation through may be they are honest with me. Also I love to discuss my things and I was sharing my whole feelings of my heart with him openly and honest. 

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It sounds like you've developed deep feelings for someone you met online, and you're navigating the complexities of this connection with a lot of vulnerability. It's completely understandable that you're feeling a mix of hope and uncertainty. Let's refine your thoughts and feelings into clearer expressions.

Here's a revised version of what you shared, focusing on clarity and flow:

"I met a guy online, and there were moments when we seemed to understand each other intuitively. For two to three days, our conversations flowed really well. After that, his questions started to feel different, and I knew I needed to be careful not to get too close, especially since online relationships can be challenging, and we live in different states.

We continued talking, and after some time, we both started sharing our vulnerabilities. It was a mutual sharing of personal feelings. As a woman, I can honestly say that I'm feeling a strong desire to meet him. I know that people don't usually meet someone this way, but I've been open with him about my feelings.

I brought up how he messages at his convenience, and I also hinted that I was worried about social pressures causing him to forget me. I didn't say it directly, but he understood what I meant. He has expressed that he likes me and wants to share everything with me. This is the first time I've trusted someone enough to share so much of myself.

I find myself wanting him to message me first. Sometimes, I get the feeling that something else is more important to him than I am, so I try not to bother him too much. Maybe I've accepted that this is how men are. I long for those late-night conversations with him. I miss him deeply and wait with anticipation for him to come and take me away. I feel a need for him and want to share my life with him, just as he says he wants to share his with me.

He also tells me he wants to meet, but he gets caught up in his responsibilities. We've been sharing recent and past photos with each other. We both know what we're feeling. He expresses a desire to meet, but sometimes it feels like it's just talk.

We've talked about our families – who's in them – and shared details about our professional lives, our roles, and our dreams. He completed his 12th grade in science and has a Master's degree in Chemistry. He teaches UPSC students and is also an aspirant himself, having been trying since 2019. His dream is to become a professor. He wants to live with his wife and mother. Throughout our conversations, he seems honest with me.

I also love discussing my own things and have been openly and honestly sharing all my heartfelt feelings with him."