Feelings bad

 I feel so so bad for me. I like to run outside from the all my responsibility. I like to go for my self somewhere.  I like to financial independency for my self. I do everything for my self & taking for my self as good decision.  If I am right or wrong I will take some action for me. Become in upcoming day I don't want to this nonsense stuff in my life. I am verbally given commitment self. I know what will happen.  I Don't want to marriage because I don't made for only home nonsense stuff. I am financially independent woman I like to do everything for my self.

Apne ander ka rona sabke samne roungi to aage kese badh paungi.

Mere man ki asmnjash ko mujse jyda or koi nahi padh paya jo padh paye vo kya hi padh paye,

Kya bura kya sahi samjana ab vakt samjane ka nahi khud samj kar aage badhna 

"If I show my inner pain to everyone, how will I be able to progress?"